Oh, sorry, I think my tagboard for some
reason doesn't work in Firefox. I use Chrome.
If you want, tag here.
Cause I've got no time for hate tags.♥
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Oh, sorry, I think my tagboard for some reason doesn't work in Firefox. I use Chrome. If you want, tag here. Cause I've got no time for hate tags.♥ |
Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 3:02 AM
Renewal.  Baby. I really can't do this. I swear, every night I tell myself I can go through this. Every night I tell myself not t wake up crying. Yet, every morning I wake up as though some one pierced a knife into my heart. Every morning I wake up with tears. With hurt so FRESH that it felt like it was just yesterday. And baby, holding you in my arms yesterday night, it was a step into heaven. I swear. And how nice you smelt. I couldn't stop those tears. I just couldn't control myself. Really, I need you so badly. I walk around places that we've been t together. And th tears just flow. And watching you go, just like this. Watching you go so easily and so suddenly.. It rips my heart right off where it should be. I've deleted all my blog posts. Basically because so many of them reminds me of you. So many of them remind me... For th time that I've been with you, I felt like my entire world revolved around you. EVERYTHING I did, I thought of you. And watching you smile and laugh everyday as though you don't feel any hurt or any pain, its like reversing th happiness for me. I swear, I never thought things would end this way. If I knew, I'd done everything under my power t change it and t fix it. I can't sleep tonight. Cause tml I'm gonna see you. And I'm gonna go through th same shit. (♥) |